I meet some attention-grabbing characters on this passage of the AZT, and traverse the rugged nation of the Superstition Wilderness, 4 Peaks and the Mazatzals.  Fortunately, there’s wine on the finish of it, in addition to a heat meal and mattress to sleep in.  Bonus celebration: I attain the midway level of this 800 mile journey!

“The way in which I see it, if you’d like the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.” -Dolly Parton

Replace: 3/26/2020

Expensive Readers,

As soon as once more, my apologies for the delay in my AZT journals.  I’m occurring a yr now from my begin date on the southern terminus, and also you’re most likely questioning why the hell I can’t get my shit collectively lengthy sufficient to complete these posts.  I want the reason was straight ahead, however sadly there’s no tremendous straightforward method to confront it.

The brutally sincere reality is that this:

As you understand from my final replace, I southbound thru-hiked the CDT over the summer time and fall; this clearly goes to trigger a really prolonged delay in my write ups.  Nonetheless, the larger subject right here is deeply private; my melancholy got here again full power and has been stifling my creativity and can.  It’s been a battle, to say the least, to muster the power to do something productive.  On the prime of my priorities was discovering a job, which I did as a seasonal employee by way of the vacations with UPS.  As soon as that ended, I went on a roadtrip to the Southwest, visiting Nationwide Parks and Monuments in Utah, Arizona and California.  I additionally visited some pals I’ve down that manner, which was nice and helped me neglect in regards to the darkish place I used to be writhing in.

In a manner, I feel this spur of the second street journey was me making an attempt to run away from my unhappiness.  Via-hiking is one thing I really like immensely, and I don’t need to give it up anytime quickly.  It’s, nonetheless, complicated to my family and friends, because it’s a kind of counter tradition they don’t absolutely perceive or probably don’t agree with.  Once I began my thru-hiking a number of years again, I had the total assist of most of my household and pals.  This appeared to fade as my adventures continued.  Possibly they thought the PCT was a one and achieved deal; that I used to be stitching some wild oats and getting some damaging power out of my system.  Colleagues questioned my extra private relationships, and my integrity.   The opinion in the direction of my lengthy distance hikes pale from ‘she’s an adventurous soul’ to ‘what the f*uck are you doing on the market?”  There appears to be this concept that I’m simply partying the entire time and avoiding accountability.

I guarantee you, that’s not the case.

A few good pals have distanced themselves from me not too long ago, which is hurtful, however I perceive it, anyway.  I used to be up entrance and sincere about my struggles with my psychological well being, and I didn’t get the assist I used to be anticipating.  I used to be principally met with clean reactions and weirdly unhelpful recommendation, like “simply select to be completely satisfied,” and “good vibes solely please.”  After which there’s the at all times condescending phrase “should be good to simply stop your job and go hike for six months; you haven’t any motive to be unhappy.”

With the current pandemic that has hit us on a world stage, I discover myself more and more remoted.  Whereas I attempt to keep optimistic, I’m overcome nearly all of the time with a way of restlessness.  I had not too long ago turn into employed with the concessionaire at Crater Lake Nationwide Park, and was trying ahead to working and dwelling inside the park boundaries.  Nonetheless, that has been placed on maintain as a result of COVID-19 and I’m left questioning if I’ll have a job or not within the subsequent month.  Additionally quickly on maintain are my plans to lastly deal with the Pacific Northwest Path.  There’s nonetheless time to do it, as I wouldn’t begin till someday this summer time, however planning for this path has turn into an emotional feat since every little thing is so up within the air proper now.

I’ve been self quarantined for over two weeks now, and whereas this is able to be an optimum time to be artistic and write, sadly there are some street blocks stopping me from doing so.  First off, I stay in a distant space of Washington State, the place the web is painfully sluggish.  With everybody being residence as a result of a state large ‘Shelter in Place’ order, and thus utilizing up numerous bandwidth, I can barely add photographs to my weblog.  And second, my time is now principally consumed by looking for extra work, and family chores I’ve been pushing aside for a lot too lengthy (there simply doesn’t appear to be sufficient hours within the day).

So for now, I’m going to strive to not be too exhausting on myself, and keep hope for the long run.  Please think about reaching out to somebody you haven’t talked to in awhile, and ask how they’re doing throughout these troublesome occasions.

I’ve up to date my marketing campaign web page with AFSP Nationwide, you’ll be able to learn up on that right here.

Because of those that have donated in the previous few months.

Should you’d wish to assist my thru-hiking fund and weblog, I’m promoting playing cards with photographic prints on them:  for $20 you get 4 clean playing cards with a print from the Pacific Crest Path.  You should purchase these right here.

Thanks on your continued assist and studying about my journey by way of all of this; right here’s the newest dispatch:

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Day 17: Mud Spring Trough to Tent Website, 23 miles

I get up at nighttime, seize some water very first thing after which make a frigid creek ford earlier than I begin climbing.  I’m headed up into the Superstition Wilderness now, and the climb warms me up towards this icy morning.

The terrain is rocky, and a brand new path that hasn’t been up to date on Guthook cuts away from an previous grime monitor.  It winds beneath some hills earlier than bringing me to an empty trailhead, the place I’ve a fast snack and pray to the heavens that day hikers will arrive and need to bathe me with path magic.  This, after all, doesn’t occur.



The path is flooded out simply previous the trailhead, because of the current heat temperatures melting out snow pack within the mountains.  The creeks are raging right here, and spilling over into the trail.  It’s washed out a lot of the path, so I observe my maps and a few makeshift cairns.  I’m soaked from the knees down, however it’s already warming up fairly a bit, so I don’t thoughts the sogginess an excessive amount of.  Along with being a saturated, muddy mess, the path is overgrown with scrub oak that pulls at my flesh after I bushwhack my manner by way of.  I’m going to come back out of this with a number of further scars, I simply comprehend it.

A lot of the morning and afternoon is spent climbing, touring slim path that hugs steep mountainsides.  It’s downright sizzling now, however a wind is selecting up and conserving me considerably comfy.  At a small creek, I cease for lunch and alter my socks.  It’s surprisingly buggy right here, and a cheeky squirrel chirps at me for being too near his tree.  Naturally, he modifies his tune when he sees I’ve an abundance of snacks and watches my each transfer carefully.  From right here, there’s panoramic views of deep gulches and the lofty peaks of the Superstitions.


The Medusa Tree close to Reavis Ranch, estimated to be between 700 to 1000 years previous







I descend a bit right into a valley, wading by way of shin deep water in a flooded creek mattress all the best way as much as Reavis Ranch.  This space is a particular little oasis to many who reside in Phoenix, due largely to the apple timber that also develop right here.  They have been planted by the hermit referred to as Elisha Reavis, who homesteaded the realm and had a considerably attention-grabbing relationship with the Apache tribe.  The stone foundations of the homestead catch my eye, and I take a look round earlier than shifting on.  Scraggly apple timber dot the sphere beneath the place the cabin sat, and a number of the greatest junipers I’ve ever seen stand up within the distance.

I begin to encounter a number of day hikers because the afternoon turns to night, and so they’re all shiny with cleanliness, and so they odor candy like fragrance.  Most of them are pleasant, however some have a look at me like I’m a lunatic.  Possibly I’m, exhausting to inform as of late.  My shirt is stained with sweat and grime, and the again has ripped out with an extended strip of material trailing behind me.  There’s blood and dirt caked to my legs, and my wool solar hat is bleached and misshapen.  There’s not a lot I can do about all of it, so there’s no sense in worrying about it.


The crowds skinny out as I make a brutal climb away from the positioning of the ranch; there’s no switchbacks right here, simply straight up this rattling mountain.  As sharply because it climbed, the path descends in the identical method.  I take it slowly, not desirous to tumble to my dying, or land in a pile of cactus on the backside.  This part is definitely proving to be a knee breaker.

On the prime of a ridge, the sprawl of Phoenix might be seen to the west.  The wind has picked up now, and I’m utterly spent after battling this terrain all day.  I search for shelter from the wind, however the low rising junipers simply aren’t chopping it up right here.  I’ve no selection however to get off this ridge, and rack my knees a bit of bit extra tonight.

Earlier than darkish, I discover a good tent web site beside the path and resolve now is a superb time to throw within the towel.  I pitch the shelter, have my meal whereas watching the sundown, and fall proper to sleep.

Day 18: Tent Website to the 4 Peaks Wilderness Boundary, 22 miles

I’m ten miles out from the Roosevelt Lake Reservoir, the place there’s a marina with a retailer and probably a spot to cost my electronics; it’s time to boogie!  I break camp, watching that first break of fiery daybreak mild flash throughout the lake as I come across the mountain.  It’s an extended, sluggish descent from the hills, first on grime street in cattle nation.  I move on the polluted inventory pond water, and push it to get to the marina earlier than lunchtime.  However first, the path has to throw me a number of challenges in the best way of a canyon with a washed out path, a plethora of blowdowns to scramble over, and a bull that I stealthily sneak previous.


The street offers method to path for a while, weaving by way of Saguaro and prickly pare cactus, after which turns into street once more.  There’s oddly a wierd quantity of automobile vacationers touring this grime street, assuming they got here up right here to take a look at a view of the lake.  A person and girl ask me for instructions from their air conditioned automobile, however I inform them I do not know the place I’m, and so they snicker nervously.  I actually need to lean in and really feel that cool A/C on my face, however they’re already weirded out by me, so I press on.

Because the afternoon creeps into morning, the stifling desert warmth intensifies the nearer I get to the lake.  The marina is off path, however solely by 1 / 4 of a mile or so, and the facet path takes you previous an attention-grabbing previous cemetery the place the locals moved the lifeless once they have been flooding the river valley for the reservoir.

The previous marina has been changed by a model new one, with a brightly lit store and practically empty cabinets.  The restaurant and bar aren’t even open but, which is a little bit of a disappointment.  But, they’ve chilly soda and ice cream, which is all I might actually ask for.  I acquire my resupply field and take my ice cream as much as the ranger station on the hill overlooking the lake, the place I cost up my cellphone and sit within the shade for awhile.  It’s a Sunday, so the constructing is closed.  A groundskeeper potters about with the landscaping, and doesn’t flinch after I inhale a Popsicle and a complete bag of Malt-O-Meal cereal from my resupply field.  Apparently, he’s seen all of it.



Noon, I head again out, and immediately remorse it.  It’s extremely sizzling now, like a furnace, and I do know I’ve received some severe elevation achieve forward of me.  The path truly follows the freeway, crossing a big bridge with the dam to the left of me.  After which, certain sufficient, I start an enormous climb again into the mountains from a trailhead.

Good considering Artemis, ready till the HEAT OF THE DAY to do that climb.

Midway up, I collapse right into a small patch of shade to gulp some water.  What the hell was I considering?  I need to at the least get twenty miles in, so I carry on trucking regardless of the warmth.  Nonetheless, a day hiker warns me that there’s an offended rattlesnake within the path simply forward.

“It snapped at me and every little thing!”

“How far forward was it?” I press him, however he solely shrugs.

“I don’t know, simply up there, someplace.  However I received some rad pics!”

Cool bro, thanks.  I proceed on, however with excessive hesitation.  Each shadow and twig within the path offers me a leap.  And to make issues worse, snake visibility is decreased after I enter grasslands.  Prime rattler nation.  Fuck.



One other steep climb, and I’ve entered the 4 Peaks Wilderness.  The air cools off drastically, with patches of snow making a comeback.  My fears of snakes at the moment are absolutely gone, however it’s getting darkish now, and I’m anxious to make camp.  I’ve packed out a can of beer, and I’m greater than able to take pleasure in it.

I discover a sandy spot to pitch my tarp.  Behind my camp is a row of manzanita, and it’s a sizzling spot for the resident critters.  Glowing eyes and chattering abounds, however I’m much less involved by this than the rattlesnakes.  The beer goes down easy, and I curl up in my quilt.


Day 19: 4 Peaks Wilderness Boundary to Freeway 87, 30 miles

A frozen morning; I shake the frost from my gear and pack it up.  What a stark distinction to what I used to be mountaineering within the prior night.  The path is roofed in thick sheets of ice, and I’m having bother discovering my footing.  I move a bunch of different hikers simply breaking camp, and one among them appears decided to catch as much as me.

In a moderately precarious snow chute, I’m hanging on to some branches for expensive life.  I can’t discover any traction, and if I let go, I’ll most likely go sliding down the mountain.  The hiker who was tailing me is all of a sudden proper behind me, telling me to maneuver out of his manner.  He’s pointing up the chute, telling me to go up the steep facet so he can get by.  He pushes previous, bumping into me along with his pack, and I waver.  I preserve holding onto my skinny department, trembling and critically pissed off.  Is that this actually occurring?

I lastly get out of the chute and I can hear this moron simply forward cussing as a result of he’s slipped on the ice, and presumably fallen.  I’m purple with anger, and I haul ass to catch as much as him.  By no means in my life have I been so upset with a fellow hiker.  By the point I catch him, he’s struggling on the uphill.  I blow previous him, too blind with fury to say something.  My adrenaline pushes me to the highest of the climb, and I hope I by no means see this jackass once more (spoiler: I by no means do).

After a number of creek fords, I observe a mud street for awhile, and I couldn’t be extra relieved.  After the aggravating (and emotional) morning that I’ve had, all I need to do is free my ideas for a bit.  The street stroll is scenic, and non difficult, which implies I get to hearken to an audiobook for the subsequent a number of hours of mountaineering.  At lunchtime, I sit within the sunshine alongside a creek and let my gear dry out.  The heat of the solar soothes my thoughts and physique, and I’m overcome with rest.



All good issues have to come back to an finish, and by late afternoon, the street leaves the path for a extra conventional path down right into a gulch.  It’s not so dangerous, although, regardless of the overgrown mesquite timber.  It turns into a stunning night, following a creek by way of rolling hills.

Ultimately, I’ve to ford the creek within the night.  And though I had deliberate on tenting close by, javelina tracks within the sand alongside the banks makes me rethink my plans.  I preserve going, and the flat terrain all of a sudden turns rocky.  With no good choices for tenting, I’m pressured to hike properly after the solar goes down.  Off within the distance, the lights of ranch houses glitter within the darkness, in addition to the headlights from vacationers on the freeway.

Simply earlier than reaching the freeway, issues lastly flatten out.  I resolve to remain right here, though it’s primarily somebody’s yard.  Just a few canine bark at my presence, and I can odor the horses from the secure.  I clear some rocks from a spot, one among which had a scorpion beneath.  I kick the little bugger away and pitch my shelter.  As soon as I flip off my headlamp, the canine hand over.  The sound of the freeway is oddly satisfying for white noise, so sleep comes straightforward.

Day 20: Freeway 87 to Bear Spring, 23 miles

The morning brings damp ft because of the drainage tunnel that crosses underneath the freeway.  From right here, it’s rolling desert hills that minimize throughout grazing pasture.


By the afternoon, I’ve entered ponderosa forest, and cease for lunch in a big camp beside a spooky mine.  It’s an prolonged break, primarily to get my issues dry from the earlier evening’s condensation construct up on my gear.  It is a properly used camp, with a number of makeshift hearth pits and irresponsibly half buried poop close to the flowing creek.  I resolve to bushwhack upstream a bit to get my water.

Lunch time: peanut butter on tortilla, olives and Oreo cookies


Close to the Midway Level

New signage leads me by way of a burn and some washes, steadily gaining elevation into the Mazatzals.  Noon, I attain the midway level of the path, and a bit of additional on, the 400 mile mark.  Switchbacks lead as much as the Wilderness space, and contemporary elk tracks observe the trail into the beginning of extra snow.  I cease to pee, however shortly pull my shorts again up after I see one other hiker plodding down the path in the direction of me.

“There’s snow forward,” he warns, “I needed to flip again. I’d suggest you do the identical.”

“I’ll see what’s forward.” I smile, making an attempt to be well mannered as attainable however nonetheless transfer onward, conserving the dialog brief.

“The path is on a steep slope, and it’s troublesome to get your footing with out sliding…”

I’m about to guarantee him I’ll watch out and switch again if want be, however he interrupts me abruptly.

“…Don’t you may have snow baskets on your trekking poles?” he doesn’t give me an opportunity to reply.  “The factor is with trekking poles within the snow, you want snow baskets.  The reason being…”

Nope.  And simply as shortly as when he started to patronize me, I used to be out of there.  I’m achieved coping with these weird-ass dudes on this path.

“What’s your title?!”

A demanding tone, calling after me.  I briefly circled to wave at him, and flash a smile, as if I didn’t hear him.  I absolutely count on to be reported to the ‘Unaccommodating Ladies Process Drive’ due to this interplay.

The path situations weren’t practically as dramatic as he had made them out to be, anyway.  I did submit gap fairly a bit over the subsequent 5 miles or so, however the steep slope he spoke of was closely forested and, if I did occur to slide, the thicket of scrub oaks would cease me.





I get to the Bear Creek cutoff simply earlier than darkish, which is on the prime of a ridge with numerous tree cowl.  One other hiker is there, a younger fellow, who’s doing an prolonged part hike as much as Pine.  I settle in, and we sit and chat for a bit round a campfire he’s constructed.  He, too had encountered the identical gents I had, and acquired the identical recommendation.

It’s a chilly evening, which makes leaving the fireplace troublesome, however as soon as I cuddle into my quilt, I keep heat and go to sleep.

Bear Spring to the East Verde River, 27 miles

The snow on the path within the morning is crunchy and pretty strong after freezing over evening, making strolling throughout it a bit of simpler than it was the prior night.  By the point I attain the path beneath Matatzal Mountain, clouds have moved in, and the air is heat and heavy with moisture.

If I preserve my mileage constant, I’m solely a day and a half out from the city of Pine, the place I plan to zero and actually pamper myself.  On a ridge line, I’ve my first glimpse of the Mogollan Rim forward, however I even have service.  I take the chance to browse and ultimately e book an Airbnb on the town.  The remainder of the afternoon is spent dreaming about my zero, which meals I’m going to bask in, and different methods to deal with myself.


Late within the afternoon, the cloud cowl has darkened to a moderately menacing shade of grey, and I’m wondering if I could make it throughout the East Verde River earlier than the primary lightning strike.  From atop a hill, I can see the river snaking beneath by way of the canyon, and previous a ranch.  I decide up my tempo.

The path follows the ranch entry street up till the river, the place canine bark, burdened cows bellow on the canine, and a peacock unleashes surreal jungle-like calls.  There’s a truck parked alongside the financial institution of the river, however nobody appears to be round.  An early warning in Guthook states that you just’d must swim throughout the river, because it’s too deep to really ford, however this remark is over two weeks previous.

I stare on the black water in entrance of me, then gaze again on the truck and the ranch.  I nonetheless don’t see anybody, and never desirous to get all my gear moist proper earlier than I camp, I strip down bare.  All my belongings get shoved into my trash liner bag inside my pack, and I start to wade throughout, utilizing my trekking pole to check the depths in entrance of me.  Once I attain the center, the water has come up simply previous my stomach button, however I don’t must swim at any level to make it throughout.

On the alternative financial institution, I dry off utilizing my bandana and layer again up.  A rumble of thunder is heard close by; good timing!

The path has been washed away as a result of excessive waters of the river, and I’ve a tough time discovering it as a result of fading daylight.  I bushwhack by way of prickly timber, and over a delapidated fence till I discover the path, which is definitely simply one other grime street.  It’s darkish now, and the primary flashes of lightning have lit up the sky.  I scramble to discover a appropriate place to pitch my shelter as fats rain drops pelt towards my face; the terrain is simply too rocky and uneven, even for the smallest of tarp shelters.

I shortly throw up the shelter in a lower than fascinating spot, and huddle beneath because the downpour begins.  I’m unsure if I’ll keep dry in the course of the evening, however at the least I’ll be on the town tomorrow.  I set my alarm for five within the morning, and a big spider appears adamant on becoming a member of me underneath the tarp.

East Verde River to Pine, 20 miles

The alarm on my cellphone blares promptly at 5 am, however I’m already up and breaking camp.  I’ve barely slept, because of the storm, and my pleasure for a city day.  It’s nonetheless darkish after I head out, and the lightning remains to be stretching throughout the sky in veins of white mild.  My headlamp is dim and in want of a cost, and it’s making route discovering troublesome.  The path is intersected with a whole bunch of paths minimize by cattle, and the random cairns are exhausting to make out at nighttime.  I get off monitor a number of occasions, and surprise if I’m higher off simply hiding underneath a juniper till daylight.

My tempo is painfully sluggish, and by the point the solar lastly comes up, I’ve solely walked about six miles.

The path is greasy mess of saturated loam and pumice; one step ahead means sliding half a step again.  My muscle groups ache from contorting throughout the muck, and I deem my caked sneakers ‘mud slippers.’  Frustrations are excessive, and I need to cry  each couple of minutes.  It was solely twenty miles to city, and I had excessive hopes of getting there early within the afternoon.

Path turns right into a sequence of street walks, following underneath energy traces.  The roads aren’t in any higher situation, and I proceed to slip and make sluggish progress.

Troublesome to open and shut cattle gates
Pumice and dirt for miles on finish


mud slippers

I lastly regain the path close to a drainage, and issues begin trying up.  The bottom is dry and far simpler to stroll on, and it widens out, indicating that I’m getting nearer to a trailhead.  I ford a few creeks, which supplies me the chance to clean away the caked on mud from my sneakers.  At a cattle gate, I can see and listen to the freeway forward, and I’m crammed with an immense quantity of pleasure by this.

On the trailhead, I stroll down the freeway in the direction of city, because it’s solely a mile out.  Hitching in Arizona has not been that straightforward, so I can’t be bothered to even try it for a measly mile.

There’s numerous visitors on the freeway heading into Pine, and the city is bustling:  Woman Scouts promote cookies exterior the ironmongery store, and as tempting as that is, I’ve no money available.  I attain the grocery retailer, and ship a textual content to my Airbnb host, hoping for an earlier verify in.  A girl exterior the shop rushes as much as me, which was considerably startling, and thrusts a twenty greenback invoice into my hand.

“You’re doing the path, proper?  Welcome to Pine!”

I can’t imagine it.  After one of many hardest few days I’ve ever had on path, the kindness of a stranger has utterly turned my temper round.  I’m so shocked that I’m rambling at her, telling her in regards to the mud, the sluggish going, the storms….

I cease myself and thank her, and he or she recommends a number of locations on the town to get dinner, however I intend on cooking for myself tonight within the little condominium I’ve lined up for the subsequent two days.  Within the grocery store, I load up for a hearty dinner: garlic bread, cheese ravioli, marinara sauce, Caesar salad, ice cream, chips and purple wine.  From there, I pack my items to the outskirts of city to my rental, the place the pleasant proprietor is ready for me.  He’s weary at first of the soiled vagrant-looking lady who’s simply wandered up and not using a automobile, however he’s put relaxed as soon as I clarify what I’m as much as.

As soon as within the condominium, I crank up the thermostat and take lengthy, steaming-hot bathe.  God I’ve missed the odor of shampoo and cleaning soap!  After I’ve scrubbed away the filth, I make dinner and lounge on the sofa with my ice cream and a few TV.  Lastly, I can let my physique chill out.

Enjoyable with wine
A great residence cooked meal


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